Friday 30 November 2012

Around 2592000 seconds had Past

 Around 2592000 seconds, after that day. Wonder the more time you used makes the answer more to Positive side or perhaps Negative side.

Or maybe just 50:50

I think it's End of Transmission.

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Wednesday 28 November 2012

'Stupid or Disturbing' Videos

At your own risk~ Enjoy :)

I don't know you, but they aren't disturbing for me. I wrote the title 'Disturbing Videos' since people have been saying it is disturbing -___-

Candle Cove:
A puppet show that only aired only for a few months and I don't know why they stopped continuing it. When you watch, you might be constantly wondering about the ending. Well they say that's the last episode of the show, only some people can see it. For more information, go to creepypasta.com

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2h5ym6ZlVY

Suicide Mouse:
Casting Mickey Mouse. I haven't read about it yet, so I don't know anything about it.More information, go to creepypasta.com

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgWPbnwsIeE

Lavender Town Syndrome (From Pokemon):
Read here: http://creepypasta.wikia.com/wiki/Lavender_Town_Mysteries:_Missing_Frequencies_and_Lavender_Town_Syndrome_(LTS)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MK2iLnTR9V8

Not Scary right?

End of Transmission.

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Song 4 U

Today I started thinking to make song about you. But it didn't turned up well but instead  I used a non-vocal song that I like and change it to vocal type, and in the same day (still today), lyrics also done.

I can't write the lyrics here as I have to play the song in order to remember the lyrics(does not mean I forgot :P)

The structure is almost similar like other songs.

lyrics?
i'll one day tell you ;) if you do care


That's all~

End of Transmission

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Monday 26 November 2012

Will it?

Seeing the level of how much you love that guy.

Do I meet the requirement to be like him?

Can I reach that level?
 
Can it happen in the future?

How long will it takes?

End of Transmission

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Friday 23 November 2012

-Conclusion from previous post-

Good to hear about it.At least you do care.

End of Thinking. FOR THE MEAN WHILE.

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Tuesday 20 November 2012

Now about you... But not for you and...also you

And now I'm writing for you.

Been 3 weeks ever since I ask that question. I'm not really eager to know the answer but, does it really take long?Is true that you get headache whenever you think about it?

Most of all... Does it bother your holiday?

If those does not happen or occur to you, then that's great.....But does that mean you don't care about the question anymore?Perhaps you dump it?Or maybe forget it?Thinking I'm differ than others means that you can don't think about it?

These days... I have been waiting for reply from you. I have been leaving my account on the whole day, making me hard to do other things as it's lagging. Hoping to get a reply. 4 days I didn't see you on at all, making me worried. But why worried? Perhaps... the thing I had mentioned in my previous post....But still, we are not together or things like that, so why do I even bother?

Or perhaps I do really have to bother.

Why am I waiting and bothering for such a thing and make me hard to do other things?

Stupidity?As I had mentioned before

Or perhaps....... Never mind

I have been exposed to computer for a long time due to the reason mentioned above and sleeping late....

I'm sick now(The Real Sick) hopefully I'll be better tomorrow. It's my own stupidity to do such things. 

End of transmission.


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Monday 19 November 2012

I don't

Just wait. Wait. Wait.. Fuck.

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Sunday 18 November 2012

Love or Stupidity

Love or Stupidity? I don't know, that's why I'm writing here.

I have seen people doing retarded things just for his/her lover. I won't say examples as those may offend you(if you ever does it), so I'll just keep it to myself. I'll just describe this topic briefly(how I see it). You may correct me if you think I'm wrong, as I searching for experience.

Love: The feeling toward someone, and you willing to do things for he/she so that you can win his/her heart.

Stupidity: Doing things to attract his/her lover, knowing it's just going to hurt him/her self and make others looks down at that person (the looking down at other person does not happen if the case is kept secret or not serious)

Scenario (from a film I watched years agoin ntv7 ,not a movie): A the couple went somewhere with a friend (the boyfriend's friend) sitting at the back of the car and when he starts talking to her boyfriend who is driving, she starts to get angry and told him to shut up rudely as it is disrupting him driving. He said 'Okay' and shut up as he doesn't want to.... (you know the feeling if you talk back to your friend's 'precious person'). Then suddenly, she starts talking to her boyfriend who is still driving. His friend felt jealousy and told her not to disrupting him driving. And so they starts quarreling and the girl said 'If he doesn't leave the car, then I leave.'

The bf got confused and in the end he kicked his friend out.He apologized for kicking him out and his friend said before leaving,'Remember you can call me if you got any problem.' in a manner that he was extremely pissed off and filled with hatred towards them. The gf kept telling him to shut up while he was talking before leaving the car(which I think it's extremely rude).

In this whole scenario the bf just  kept on saying 'yes' or 'okay' which shows that he obeys his gf's order. Of course you must obey the person you love to keep the relationship, but please use brain arhh... use common sense which order you should obey, if you also obey wrong, in the end you only hurt yourself and others.It's like he does things he doesn't like,also things that will scatter him from his friends which I called stupidity. Up to now, I still don't get why he chose her as his gf lol. Perhaps her beauty... well for me, I don't need to get very beautiful one. Because as long the person's heart is beautiful, their faces and appearances will automatically be beautiful in our heart. I only realize about this in this mid year. Realizing that, for years I had been liking girls for their faces and appearances, not their hearts. But now, I have chosen the one with beautiful heart :3

Just a reminder.....If he or she kept on giving you stupid instructions that will make people look down at you, better just leave the person and find another one. To make it easier, put this question in mind, "Chance of better future or FOREVER stuck with things you don't like."

Make sure you realize things yourself.


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Friday 16 November 2012

What's going on

Woke up from my nap, look outside the window and the rest this video describes me. (Change the morning to afternoon)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=itvJybdcYbI&feature=fvwrel

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Thursday 15 November 2012

Mind and Sanity Refeshment

You know what happens if you keep cooling and heating a rock with both high and low temperature?
Of Course crack.
Ever since the holiday starts, my mood has been either going up and down at dangerous speed.... Same thing, parts of my brain are cracked..


I love this video, as it refreshed my mind.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OyUJnV2R-5g


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Final Fantasy-The Final Fantasy

Final Fantasy. Don't know what is the Final of Final Fantasy is like.

Perhaps like this- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUB18Y8Ik0M

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Wednesday 14 November 2012

23:26 PST

Still waiting.




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Dream

Sounds familiar? Of course for those people who listens to old musics.

This title above is part of a lyric from a song named All I Have To Do Is Dream by Everly Brothers.
Today I started to learn this song by listening (I play piano) and found out that's it was simple to master it( mastered in one day as most of the parts are repeated). I decided to learn this song as this is my favorite song ever since I was really young. Not only that. The lyrics best describes me these days (could say most of the lyrics).

Here's the part of the lyrics that describes me best.

When I want you in my arms
When I want you and all your charms
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream

I don't know for the 'When I want you and all your charms' as I don't know what's that means. I am in English as Second Language class.

Hopefully you read this someday and understand my feeling back then.

I some how stupidly think that you are going to read this as you don't even know I have a blog.
All hail to God of lolz.

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Tuesday 13 November 2012

Drained Sanity

Some times when I get bored, I would go to the outpost located beside the river here.
from here I can see the horizon, 360 degree from north to north clearly. okay, not 360... at bearing of....
fuck maths hahaha
I can see the east , west and south well, but not north. But I don't care.
That direction.... east of where I am now. It's where you could be. Sometimes I stare at that direction for quite a long time. Thinking about you ofcourse. What will your decision be? How long does it take you to answer? How long do I have to wait? A day? A week or what?
I hope thing turn out great.

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Duction-Intro

Hi there. I'm new here, but that does not mean you can scam me. There's nothing to scam anyway.

So just telling you before reading my future post.I create this blog not for posting up pictures, writing about politics or experience from the wild. I'm going to use this blog to write about what I feel about the girl I like. That's all, boring? Leave then. I don't know how long this will last, but I'll write things here.

To think, it's more a like my own story after confessing my feeling with the girl I like. What's her name? Well her name is that.

(I can't use emoticons her since I'm using serif font, they look like hell if i use it)
(Lazy change font)

I don't know how long will the story be, hopefully long, so that I can write more things here.

So there's nothing much here, just my feelings and.... more feelings.

Good-day!

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