Despair

I. Never ever have I ever feel down like this. My hands are... numb currently.Not my arms only , but my whole body. I literally can't straighten my body.

It's not I can't...

I don't want to.

It's this the feeling of rejection?

Feel so down now. What I hoped did not happen. What though the whole time was wrong.

We're still friend right?.

Much appreciate even though I can't hear anything.

These 3 months has been kinda.. a lot for me.

I can't sleep well for these 3 months... just for a rejection.

I'll wait until the day you can forget the past you have.

I'll stop my sadness. This is still a little for men to be down for.

I'll save it for the future.

I can.. stand this.

I'll get to bed now. Hopefully the night can heal me.

I afraid... if I still continue to love you.

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Add on

I forgot to write things in yesterday post.

In school.
The atmosphere is much different now for me.
Cause I think... Things may get different soon?
I may stop doing things that I usually do anymore.
Of course referring to bad things I do.
Now I looked into the sky.
It's clear blue.
Does that mean thing will go well?
I really hope things are going to go well :)
I believe in you :)

I gotta stop now, it's solat jumaat time in school. But still, high hopes in you to change me to better :) 

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Should be posted a few days ago

Im happy so see you back from your holiday.
But, how sad it is that you still cannot find the answer.
I can't do anything now.

Let's just wait again. 

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