Back to be radiated

Holiday is here.

And so i started playing Harvest moon Back to Nature to fill my holiday.

And you know that it takes a long time to play this game.

This means that'll be infront of the computer all the time.

Back to Nature in game, but Back to be radiated in real life.

AHAHAHAHAHAHA#*&%(*^%*%^$#^$

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Health Status

I just came back from getting my blood check's result.

It's not good.....

My liver cells destroys twice the level than normal people should have.

My father told me i got hepatitis A.

My god... So young get hepatitis lol...

And they say I should rest more....

Rest more? Because people who didn't rest well can get hepatitis A.

Didn't rest well eh....

!!!!!

I just remembered..... Why I can't and didn't rest well..

Back then I confessed the person i like...I waited so long that I get nightmares and starts to have hard time sleeping. 3 months of suffering from November... Actually until to now still....Stress... Can't sleep well...Stress because I still like you..

What have you done? What have I done....

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Happiness

I could say that everyone i know currently have something/someone that can make them smile.

for example whenever they are sad, if they think about 'that thing' (something/someone that can make them smile), they'll immediately forget about the sadness and straight away be happy.

well, it's good to see everyone having something that can make them smile.

seems like everyone have their skill to get their happiness ^^

but...

Do I have it? Of course I have it. But Can't use it... If it is like that, when will be happy like others?

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i should hav

not make any friends

forever ignore you pll

nvr thank you pll

swear more

nvr appreciate things

and be a bitch.(i think i am already one)

Since this does not cost any pain, and will in the end lead to my CURRENT life.

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Down graded problem

i used to wonder what love is.(actually still)

now i wonder something that is lower level than that.

What dafaq is 'friendship'?

What happens when you think you have friends.

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Wonders

i wonder if you ever think about me when i'm depressed

Mehh, don't think so :3

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How to save water.

1st. Open any source of water. Example, tap.
2nd. Let the water run. Let it escape.
3rd. When you think you are done, close the tap.

Reason: If you don't let it run, the water will be trap there until the next time you open the tap. Think about the water that wants to flow freely. The water is trapped there in the tap. Dark... Cold.....

It cost money for this but, YOU, CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

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uslessssss

it's useless to tell you what i feel about you.

Cause you'll forget about it in next few minutes.

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Impossible thing

be together

Never Ever.

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Life Works

from there i hurt myself again.

I can't even...

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something stupid

it's not i cannot forget you.

It's because I don't want to.

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what's the use..

What's the use of me wanting you to read my blog...

Feeling won't change like that.

And i believe you'll read my blog with the same feeling when reading 'Terms' in the installation of any computer program.

Boring and useless to read...

Cinta gak ada arti.

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waste time

Currently you don't like me, is what i acknowledge.

Currently you don't care about me, is what i acknowledge.

Moreeeee...

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I'll choose...

Both opposite feelings happen at the same time.

Hating you...

Loving you...

Still have to choose 1

Over the days....

I decided.

To love someone that is nearly impossible to get </3

Why so...

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