This is (not) it.

Jealous. Leads to my stress. Stress leads to my health problem.

I hate liking you. Liking you caused me to change my everything. From my health to attitude to family. Family problem is yet solve =,=

I hate myself now.. Cause I just can't stop liking you. I told myself already. If I buy you flowers, you won't like me. If I buy you anything, you also won't like me. I have been observing around, you and that A level guy seems to like each other....When ever I think about it, I just hurt myself and that's retarded. I told myself. What ever I do, I will never ever win you. I think .... That you only like people that's not as ugly as me. Now I no longer believe that close friend can be together with close friends. I forced myself to believe that you like that guy. I hurts as having fishing hook around my body.. And I always get jealous =,= But still... There's no way I can forget the statement or fact that 'I still like you'.

With all my forced believe I thought I can forget everything. BUT NO.

After this year we'll be apart. Yet.... I just can't....

Ps. Unable to continue.

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