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I'll just start off with the person I hate.Let's call her....bitch. Simple.
Now now. Im not really the type of person that hates people. But this one ass son of a gun...perhaps, daughter, really is the exception.

Y'all must be wondering why do I hate this person.

I'll tell y'all the story.

I met this person back then.... when i was quite young. She wasn't so bad for 2 years. She's definitely not like now of course.

Until a day, she asked me who I like. I told her who and told her to keep it as a secret (I was so stupid that time). She wrote it down in a notebook (the person I like). And guess what?

Less than a week, everyone knows.

Few weeks later, I forgive and forget her. I don't want to keep things inside for too long.

Year later, I liked another person. And whenever I want to talk with her, this bitch came in and interrupt (usually by taking her away to somewhere else). Well of course I don't wanna follow, I don't want to know their business.

And that happens almost all the time. So basically small wrath becomes big.

Seems like my forgive and forget does not work on her anymore, it's just.... too much.

A year past or two, I liked another person (I don't know how to choose girls that time, so dumb).

Well this time, the dog rarely interrupts us, but still, rarely means few times can happen.

The day when I realize that I have been choosing girls blindly, I liked this girl. (The girl that I have been talking about in this blog).

As I remember I liked her because I have been friend with her for...4 years.

And of course, she is not so close with this dog.

And so..... yea, the story is mostly in this blog, go ahead and read it.

The next year, which is this year, I have been doing fine without this animal interrupts me.

I remembered that my class held a 'Business Trip' which is ' Leadership Training'.

Sadly the girl I like did not follow since her father didn't allow her to.

The grouping is not up to me to choose, and I was in the same group as the dog.

Well, since I'm in the group, why don't I try to be good with her again?

Yes I did it, my hate-redness towards her gone. So basically, I have no one that I hate.

I expect this to be until the end of the year but NOOOOOOO.

Now she's close with the person I like , and changed her life.

She used to be the person that does not go home late at night. But now, in a week, she can go out and party until 11 for like, 4-5 times?

As I remember, her parents are strict in this, seems like she tell lies all times now.

And guess what next, now she went to places like Pool and others (don't know if she goes to pubs).

It's not wrong to go but, as we know, most people there are 'not so good'. (well sometimes I go)

Now she's just.... became into some pai kia (gangsters).

Guess what next?

She wears almost the same as that ass.

It's just like... No longer the same.

I hope things don't get worst and I hope that I won't regret having her as the person that I like.

This remembers me the twice times she makes me regret having her as a friend.

And currently I'm waiting for her text reply.

Well, beside she steal her away from me now whenever I want to talk to her, once happened, just few days ago, I asked wanted to go out with her, but before I said anything, she told me she's going out with that beast. That beast really is one asshole-less beast ever. I wanted to make my day better, the beast always have to destroy it. Why does the beast changes her life???? Beast it's always a beast, making other a beast.
But I'll either stop her from turning into like a beast or just unfriend her.

In the name of justice I'll follow first choice.

Imagine there's no existence of her, perhaps my life will be.... can't imagine, it's too... beautiful.

Perhaps... she was sent from hell... god wants my life to be balance, where the is good, there is evil.

I hope that she can change back to 'normal' again and for that wretched animal? Hahaha hopefully,i can stop hating her.
 

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Sound of Silence

When you're bored, anywhere you are, you will still feel 'the silence'.

Of course that indicates that I'm bored.

Empty...
Alone...
I'm not the one that can life alone.

But today is exceptionally bored.

The silence is to...

'Intense'...

Empty....empty...empty....

Kosong...kosong..kosong..

Koq...rasanya kosong?
Seperti pantat bolong?
Ndk pernah saya rasain,
Kekosogan sperti ini.

dafaq.

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