I. Never ever have I ever feel down like this. My hands are... numb currently.Not my arms only , but my whole body. I literally can't straighten my body.
It's not I can't...
I don't want to.
It's this the feeling of rejection?
Feel so down now. What I hoped did not happen. What though the whole time was wrong.
We're still friend right?.
Much appreciate even though I can't hear anything.
These 3 months has been kinda.. a lot for me.
I can't sleep well for these 3 months... just for a rejection.
I'll wait until the day you can forget the past you have.
I'll stop my sadness. This is still a little for men to be down for.
I'll save it for the future.
I can.. stand this.
I'll get to bed now. Hopefully the night can heal me.
I afraid... if I still continue to love you.